Hardest thing of my life

The hardest thing of my life..

21st Birthday

I'm finally 21.
The age where alot of people are dreaming off.
The age where u can legally do alot MORE things.
The age of freedom (according to some).
The age to start planning for the future (for marriage, for work and for a family)

This year was a totally different experience from last year.
Last year i was in Ex Wallaby (Australia) where i saw chinooks, kangeroos etc for my birthday and celebrating with my army buddies

This year, i had double celebration, one with my friends from school (NTU,CBC) and some friends from Amp.

Celebration at ECP with the other 3 birthday girls

Celebration in school

Thank you everyone for making my 21st memorable and thank everyone for their wellwishes.
Onward in life.

does God exist?

DOES GOD EXIST?
A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists."
"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.
"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving a God who would allow all of these things."
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.
The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."
"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"
"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."
"Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not come to me."
"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

Hosea

God is calling me back...
am i ready to run back to his arms?

What a weird way God works...

Today is really a weird day where the opposite happen to the circumstances happen...

I thought i could go off early but went to help a teacher with some last minute work so i left late..
Went to Amplify..
Thought i can praise God silently in one corner.. Rachel come up and say, We need energy at the left side.. so i went...

Then during ministering, i asked God, God i need ministering..
His answer (through Florence): Shaun, can u pair up with Lynette Wong and help with ministering?
Note: I have NO prior experience in ministering and it was my first time ministering.. i always have been a 'catcher'..
Well ministering was a "kinda different" experience.. It's like God was using a broken person to minister to another broken person.. i can understand the feelings of the other 2 people i ministered to perfectly.

Thought i could go home early, ended up going for viro closing prayer and sitting at the bus stop with master discussing things...

I guess God wants the best for me, not just what i think is best for me...

New blog

This is my blog for recording my spiritual journey, the ups and downs..
Dun expect this to be updated regularly...